Spiralling

Do you ever get to a point where you wish it could stop? Where everything around you could stand still for a minute so you can get your bearings. Where there is a calm and serenity that reminds you that you're still human.

These past weeks have been so hectic and troublesome. Work is stressful and I find myself wishing I were doing something else. Then I'm reminded that a year has gone by and I've lost Kacie and Fernando and someone else. I can't seem to wrap my head around everything and I'm sad and frustrated. I've begun to take it out on other people and it's not fair. I'm sniping at family and friends and pushing people away because I can't think straight.

I'm hoping that a week away, with my parents will help me relax and find some peace (or piece, depending on how you look at it) of mind. I need to be able to look at myself and say it's okay, you're okay, and it will only get better.

Wish me luck. Namaste!

Magnificent skyline

Out of my reach

But always

In my eyeline

Now we're tumbling down

We're spiralling

Tied up to the ground

We're spiralling

~Keane