2008 is coming to a close and as I look back on those last 365 days, I noticed a distinct trend of sadness and loss. It's been a year of trials and tribulations for me, and those around me. What should not be common place in someone's life has become so. I've seen too many lives cut short this year for my taste--Kacie, Fernando, Dena Kohn, Chano, Mindy's grandfather, Parastine. It feels like pieces of you are taken away with each person's passing. And though I hate to admit it, there is still a piece missing from another loss. While I no longer wish to have that part of my life again I still feel it's loss. I have yet to wrap my head around this.
What I have come to terms with is that each of these trials has made me stronger. I've developed a new perspective about life. I see that it can be short and that it is important to make the most of it. In 2009, I hope to do so. I hope that I can see the World for what it is meant to be and I hope that the shadows that have been cast over it will clear to a new and clear sky. One that is bright with hope and good tidings, not only for me but for everyone. I need it and I know others who do too.
So, in this holiday season I bid you all good tidings, comfort, and joy. May 2009 be bold and bright for you. And, if you think about it, wish a little of it my way. I'm ready.
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What yu need to remember is, "I won't go down with this ship." That was a good song!! I too am wishing for a new year filled with good cheer and less turmoil. Fortunately, I have 3 great children and 3 goofy grandanimals to fall back on. And, if that's not enough, I have that forever youthful and optimistic Mrs. Kay at my side. What else could a human being ask for??? Oh yea, maybe a big lottery win.
I love you. Just keep rolling with the punchs. I'm told that eventually they get softer and softer--the punchs I mean.
Papi
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